typical ...

I've been sat around waiting, well not waiting, but I thought i may do a few things today. Maybe go to the folk festie or town/shopping centre or just to the park for a coffee n stuff, but waiting on others. I know I offered, but it seems that my offer isn't what everyone else wants from me ... and just writing this post is further proof ... wanted to go to festie this afternoon, reminded by children that if I was to go out we should go to the carnival ... I'd rather eat my own leg, don't know where loos are, or seating or how far everything is and as usual, not feeling great ... offered to go with no1 son to festie, but he had got a lift from a friend and didn't want his auld mum hanging about, offered to take no2 stepson, but he put me off for a couple of hours then another couple of hours, has now text me saying collect me in 20 mins and I also have to go get the rest of the minions from the carnival ... just as I start to write the blog post about not planning anything because I hate getting let down/letting others down, but I have lifts to give to thems that have a life ...